I am mainly here in the hope of finding someone else nearby who I can share my secret pleasure in wearing nappies, doing some parent role play , describing our thoughts and kinks about babyish loss of control which is also an explosive way of allowing everythng to happen that you want to happen. The act of filling my pants is cosy and comforting but also electrifying!!! As a small I remember the crazy feelings of euphoria as I flooded myself and sat down feeling the hot wet material straining against my groin....my horny awakening at very small age. Think my nappy changes must have been sexualised from when I was tiny....someone else (dad) was already helpless with desire at the nappy putting on and feeling the baby cock and powdering and stroking, and then gently encouraging me to let go ....usually his hand in there to receive my spurts ....Maan I am so alive To that image - and am fully nappied right now and have been flooding it for ages!!!